Out of control

Monday

I feel SO out of control.

All I want to do is eat…my brain is fixated…yet when I do eat like crazy I just feel horrible, physically and emotionally.

WHEN will this roller coaster of food crap END????

Ate pizza TWICE today and then ate a whole pint of ice cream.  While it was all good going down, afterwards, I felt like I should have had something better.

When will I learn???