I HATE it when I get jealous of other people, specifically the way they look.
Today I had my ACLS instructor class and a co-worker of mine was there and I was VERY jealous of how she looked (in my mind…thinner, more “together,” beautiful). Whenever this happens I just seem to put myself down even more.
“You’ll NEVER look like that.”
“Why even try?”
It’s just setting myself up for more failure.
I wish so much every day that I didn’t have these hang ups about myself. It would make life so much easier if I just loved myself the way I am.